ARC Review: And I Darken by Kiersten White

And I Darken by Kiersten White

Title: And I Darken
Author: Kiersten White
Series: The Conquerors Saga, #1
Pages: 496
Publisher: Delacorte Press
Release Date: June 28th 2016 
*I received a copy of this book through NetGalley, which does not influence my review.*

      And Lada Dragwlya likes it that way. Ever since she and her gentle younger brother, Radu, were wrenched from their homeland of Wallachia and abandoned by their father to be raised in the Ottoman courts, Lada has known that being ruthless is the key to survival. She and Radu are doomed to act as pawns in a vicious game, an unseen sword hovering over their every move. For the lineage that makes them special also makes them targets.
      Lada despises the Ottomans and bides her time, planning her vengeance for the day when she can return to Wallachia and claim her birthright. Radu longs only for a place where he feels safe. And when they meet Mehmed, the defiant and lonely son of the sultan, who’s expected to rule a nation, Radu feels that he’s made a true friend—and Lada wonders if she’s finally found someone worthy of her passion.
      But Mehmed is heir to the very empire that Lada has sworn to fight against—and that Radu now considers home. Together, Lada, Radu, and Mehmed form a toxic triangle that strains the bonds of love and loyalty to the breaking point.

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Kiersten White’s And I Darken is a reimagining of the history of Vlad the Impaler, the inspiration for Bram Stoker’s iconic villain Dracula, if Vlad was in fact female. Being only familiar with White’s novel Paranormalcy, I can say that her writing has taken a huge leap forward. While I’d categorize her early work as being light and fun, there is nothing light and fun about And I Darken. Set in the 1400s, as the region of Wallachia comes under rule of the Ottoman Empire, the novel chronicles the story of Lada and her brother Radu, children of the Wallachian leader who are used as collateral in exchange for their father’s loyalty to the Ottoman sultan. Much of the book is devoted to the siblings’ early days, as they grow up under their ruthless, and often times, apathetic father. As a female, Lada learns from an early age that she isn’t as prized as a son. This understanding begins to define who she becomes as she ages. Radu, though their father’s youngest son, is from the very beginning a tender child. His soft nature, when compared to the ferociousness of his sister, becomes a disappointment to their father. Both children are shaped by how they are perceived by their father and both are equally eager to prove their worth to him.

And I Darken‘s two leads are wonderfully well-developed and distinct in their personalities. Radu has spent most of his life invisible and lonely. Bullied and cast aside, he has learned to be cunning, and while his kindness endears him to nearly everyone, it can sometimes work against him. The novel builds up to the moment when Radu and his sister meet the young Mehmed. For Radu, Mehmed’s friendship is a light in a very bleak world. Though close in age to his sister, Radu has never felt such a strong connection with another person as he does with Mehmed. While housed in the Ottoman Empire, Radu discovers Islam and something about the religion speaks deeply to Radu. It is this shared devotion and a curiosity about the world that bonds Radu and Mehmed.

It is without a doubt that Lada is the star of this novel. Born with a pugnacious nature and little beauty, Lada is everything the world does not want or expect from a female. Where her brother is sweet and caring, she is merciless and jealous. She wants more than the world is willing to allot to a girl, but she stands and takes it anyway. She’s bold and fierce, and if words were like daggers, she’d leave a trail of bodies in her wake. She tries to shield herself from weakness, knowing that at any time her enemies can use it against her. Though she is cruel to Radu, a part of her does this to keep distance between them, lest someone use him against her. Her relationship with Mehmed is hindered by her own belief that love is the greatest weakness. While the relationship she has with Radu and Mehmed plays a huge part in her story, her own ambitions and devotion to her land of Wallachia is what truly defines her.

White’s And I Darken features a vast array of characters from different worldviews. Though it’s a time when men rule, it is the women in this novel that shine. Though she has come to understand how little women are valued in the world, it is the powerful women that Lada comes across that teach her that power comes in many forms and it is often females that shape history. The relationships in this novel are complicated and ever-evolving. This is not a traditional story where characters fall in love and live happily-ever-after. While each of the leads experiences love for the first time, there are some obstacles that cannot be overcome and personal convictions that in the end take precedence.

Rating: 4/5


18 thoughts on “ARC Review: And I Darken by Kiersten White

  1. Love this review, Alicia, especially the thought…”and if words were like daggers, she’d leave a trail of bodies in her wake.” I enjoy a book with good dialogues. This one sounds like there are plenty to whet my appetite. Have you wondered why this is titled And I Darken verses I Darken? You’re dealing with one of my crazy thoughts. I kept saying both in my head (a crazy head). =)

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    1. Thanks, Lonna! There was a lot of great quotes and it’s probably the only time I hated that I can’t quote the ARC for the review. The title is actually the first thing that intrigued me about the book. I think the “And” implies there is a cause and this is the exploration of it. Don’t mind a little crazy in my life!

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      1. I’m mostly sane, but sometimes the crazy comes out. =) I think the next time I see this book at the store, I’ll grab it. My greatest pleasure in a book is excellent dialogue, and this one sounds like it has plenty…with daggers et al. >_<

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  2. Fantastic review! The relationships were my favorite part of the story because they were so complicated; I loved the little interactions, and how different characters perceived different things. I also really enjoyed the setting and am eager to see where the story goes.

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    1. Thank you so much! Yes, interesting character relationships can really make a book. Personally, I loved Lada and Radu’s relationship the most, not because it was the most healthy, but precisely because it wasn’t. I’m also really interested to see where White takes the story.


  3. I just wrote my own (2.5 star, sadly) review of this one, so I can finally read yours! I agree, the characters were very well developed and I liked the writing, however, I couldn’t really connect with Lada or Radu. 😦
    I’m glad you liked it better, though. I won’t be reading the sequel but I’ll be on the lookout for your review to see what happens next! 🙂

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